These few days have been one of my best days with him. I’m happy that he expressed appreciation, love and concern for me… It feels like a drug to drown in romance. But I’m beginning to see a downside to such obsession. I have been obsessed with the same man for the longest time of my life because I have so much desire for him to care and accept me. Today, while I’m either enjoying the fruits or bearing the hurt in this relationship, my studies and family time have suffered. I didn’t care what the rest of the world are going to see me. I denied my integrity and stripped off my principles… I don’t know who am I now. I need a peaceful break to tie many loose ends and recharge myself to be a better person.