Hi.. I feel so crazy these days. It’s currently pouring outside. And I’m feeling too tired to do anything. Suddenly I just feel like I hate almost everything around me. I dislike everything that has got to do with FTM. I don’t even want to meet them. I always resent my boyfriend for giving cold shoulders.
I am no longer a friend to myself. I’m not here for myself when everyone isn’t. My world collapses when he is not by my side. I am so weak yet so proud. I feel so sorry for myself…. What am I suppose to do to make myself learn to