Tears swell up my eyes whenever I have to be asked how am I. Have I always been neglecting my feelings? I know I’ve constantly been demanding for attention externally and I never get what I’ve wanted. Then I moved on without letting all of them go. He had never planned anything for me. He is not as sweet and thoughtful as I thought he could be. He rejects me. He blames me. He accuses me. One day I threw a tantrum out of the blue and that had caused what it is today… a silent separation.
Then I miss him. I lost my heart and I lost my mind. I can’t deal with what’s going through my mind. I just want to sleep again.