每天的精神都很差。 虽然自己已说服他真的并不适合我，但我却偏偏一直挂念着他。 为什么我这么犯贱? 为什么要一直折磨自己？人家总是毫不犹豫地向你说拜拜，你怎么还是不肯放手？ 他能让你流整夜的泪， 也始终没表达任何的同情。 他也没有把你放在第一个位置的意思， 你又何必那么在乎他？
Tears swell up my eyes whenever I have to be asked how am I. Have I always been neglecting my feelings? I know I’ve constantly been demanding for attention externally and I never get what I’ve wanted. Then I moved on without letting all of them go. He had never planned anything for me. He is not as sweet and thoughtful as I thought he could be. He rejects me. He blames me. He accuses me. One day I threw a tantrum out of the blue and that had caused what it is today… a silent separation.
Then I miss him. I lost my heart and I lost my mind. I can’t deal with what’s going through my mind. I just want to sleep again.