Tuesday, February 23, 2010

am I going to graduate successfully?

weather: breezy
mood: slightly uncomfortable

my trainee showed some disinterest today. I'm not sure if I'm doing a bad job or not. I mean I did try my best and also not teach her like a newbie cos the shes not exactly new. maybe I was really boring. :/ really meh? I don't find myself boring leh. at least I don't get bored with myself all the time. I guess people can't appreciate me enough that's why. too bad luh...not obliged to please this girl also...hah. sorry uh, suddenly become so defensive.

take care wc at brunei forest !
hes arriving sg on my results day.

shit! results !

kk sleeping now.
was so sleepy in the day. =(

8:54 pm

Monday, February 22, 2010

watching drama!

weather: breezy
mood: neutral

I'm currently uploading pictures I've long accumulated at workplace to facebook. I can finally do so now cos the park is finally facing the world and everybody else is posting pictures too. :)

first day of training was okay. I wanna do more of those things ! hope I can bring more newbies around next week.

cute retail guy working opposite of me has a really nice smile but he smokes. D= stop smoking lah. smokers these days are pathetic....pay so much still nvm, can only feed their addiction at stupid places like the dustbin area within a radius of 1m, smoking areas are also located near rubbish collection point and animal relief areas...as if they're not smelly enough.

finally had dinner at home! so happy :)

9:07 pm

it's mid feb

I had a good break over the cny hols that I've requested to be off from work. jie jie said I grew fatter alr. actually I also know la just that the opinions from others is more affirmative to me. I also had some chats with my relatives on my further studies... btw theres less than 2 weeks to the time when I finally have to give really serious thoughts about that.

this week had been a busy week due to the evening previews in the park and I had been reaching home late =/ I'm very happy today cos I finally bought the food I had always wanted to buy for my family. not fantastic but those money are bound to be spent so I'm really proud to have spent my money on my family. I still have some items in mind that I wanna buy from the park though. :D

having class bbq next sun ! very excited ! :D

ever since I've started work here, I'm always shocked by people (their backgrounds, perspectives of life etc...) shows how long I've been living in the well. anw I really appreciate the enchanted people! I'm so lucky...

I will be attached to my first trainee tmr. I should sleep now! goodnight ;)

12:02 am

Saturday, February 13, 2010

=(

weather: breezy
mood: moody

omg ! it's cny eve tmr! I have so much things to do tmr morning. and here I am still not sleeping cos my hair is still wet.

I dunno what to say here also. ok going to sleep. bye bye

12:34 am

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

helloz

weather: breezy
mood: relaxed

I feel so fat. I'm eating everything that's being offered to me. pineapple tarts, chocolates, hello panda, bread... and I dunno why I just wanna try other people's food. damn greedy...i always wanna try a variety of food. OMGGG EVINA!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!

I feel like going to work when I'm off for quite some time but when I'm at work, I know that home is still the best place to be. hahaha

funny how some people can suddenly get significantly more attention from certain people. so behave yourself.

11:41 pm

Monday, February 08, 2010

am i always talking about my work?

I was told a few days ago that I've been selected to be a trainer! Honestly I'm pretty delighted that I'm finally doing something different.

I'm happy that I'm not working on cny !;)

10:52 pm

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

bad days

sian... I'm so unhappy with so many things.
I'm missing school so so sooo much. I miss 08s05 :( I miss azureen :((( I miss the feeling of seeing so many familiar faces everyday.

grrrr...everything is pissing me off. I swear I could have shouted some nasty remarks at my sister if I hadn't shut myself up voluntarily. I was really hopping mad, so much so that I could hear my heart thumping so hard when I stood still.
what's making me buaysong is that everyone else that knew is turning a blind eye to that and just expecting the mess to be somehow cleared up. sorry, I'm not gonna eat a humble pie and settle that obediently.cos obviously, shes the one that's being ridiculous.

btw I'm keeping track of my expenses very strictly cos I wanna hit a certain figure which I'm not gonna disclose here by the time I'm in uni (if I get in lah...hahha)

JJ NIGHT THIS FRIDAY !!!! and steamboat with enchanted people the next day. although I'm not exactly anticipating all the get-togethers with my colleagues but I will try my best for make it cus more team bonding has got to come.

goodnight all. I will make an effort to look smiley without smiling deliberately, otherwise people will think that I'm unfriendly, dao, fierce, old, grumpy, ...and other nonsense.