Tuesday, September 29, 2009

bang bang bang

hello....I'm so sleepy when the new week starts bcos it's impossible for me to sleep for 8 hours or more. so frustrating. nothing much to add. nothing fantastic had happened. oh maybe have. there were a few outstanding compliments for my bowl-shaped fringe, amongst the many that had cringed and asked," WHY IS YOUR FRINGE SO SHORT?!". erm either that or I can sense them snickering away while they're talking to me. =( but it's okay. I still like it. sick of seeing the same type of bangs around in growing number of girls. =s

7:48 pm

Thursday, September 17, 2009

sleeping now

boo...have been so restless ever since the week has started.

how's life? not too bad, didn't pass anything but besides that, everything else is fine. well, maybe just a lil more worried now. heh.

fret not, fret not.........hah.

I'm going to sleep now.

9:01 pm

Friday, September 11, 2009

new found hobby

I'M WAKING UP EARLY FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WEEEEEKKKK !!!!!! and without saying, I didn't sleep well again last night cos I get too excited just by daydreaming before I sleep but it's okay, I'd rather not have enough sleep on these days than to be feeling grumpy, tired, and a bit retarded on the first day of school. by then, I'll be advancing to phase B. So I must be kept in good condition before school reopens, before the whole vicious cycle of taking a nap that is as long as a sleep and then insomia at night and fatigue the next morning comes back and haunt me again.

anyway,I'm starting to fall in love with the kallang-marina park (10 mins walk away from my hse =p) I've just picked up a new hobby recently, that is to jog in the evening and then find my favourite spot and just laze ard. Even though that area is currently under heavy construction, many active people over there would have realised that beneath all those ugly metallic stuff, uh machines (what do you call that ar? a crane is it?) and foreign workers, tranquility still lies within the little park (soon to be expanded more into marina). I'm still puzzled over why is that so. Usually I'll be the first to cringe at the 'unsightly' things and complain about the foreign talent, but now I'm loving that place even more! Maybe cos of the fact that it's still resembles Singapore- an ever-growing Singapore !

I like to face the sea and stone. From what I've noticed ytd, I have been choosing the spot that is under the darkest region in the sky. It's really really a bliss to watch the evening sky turning a shade darker as I rest and open my eyes each time. I feel so happy for the sky as it is finally ceasing all its activities. you must have worked very hard in the day sky! Even the last few late birds were eager to go home, they sank into the horizon and disappeared. You know, that sky is somehow shaped like a shell of a cylinder bcos the concentrated dark part slowly spreads to the other brighter parts of the sky that is lit up by the newly constructed and ongoing-construction sites which were also surrounding where I was sitting. (Was that why the ancient people think that the sky was linear?) the Marina garden (forgot what's the exact name) was ahead of me, F1 track tgt with the flyer were behind me and barrage was diagonally opposite of me. I think the IR is just somewhere ard the proximity.and of course, the future marina reservoir was just a few steps away. dont you just feel like rolling across the black silk bed?

Wonder how is the park going to be like when the hustle bustle is being brought into effect. Maybe the place will just get more crowded.=\

aiya but I don't think I will stay out till so late anymore cos I've just gotten a stern warning from my family ytd.

but I still like the experience. A pity that I didnt discover such a beauty during my recovery lol. I needed a quiet and breezy place with only strangers very much what.

7:29 am

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

continued!

ah ok I'm back. currently eating bread. I'm elated cos theres an unusual side dish lying on the dining table. YAY I'VE GOT A FRIED EGG!

So I met Meiyen and Puiyeng by chance ytd. then Mr Shane came over and informed us that Azureen was down for his maths thing. He shook my hand and wished me. Then he started darting his eyes around the benches, as if looking for any suspicious character. Mr Shane is a very vigilant man.

We decided to join Azureen at the classroom. On our way there, someone's backview has caught my attention at the staircase (in school) again. It has never failed to make me get all so flustered.

Oh and finally, I got to meet Azooooooooooooooooooooreen! We chatted and went on and on and on until Mr Shane had to SEPARATE US! =(

but we reunited when the uncle started chasing people out of the classrooms. went back to the enchanted forest and I used that ipod for the first time! (i dunno what's that model called...seldom come into contact with anything so hi-tech)

and it was time to go home! saw Aiksong and Siian at the bball court. Thanks Aiksong for the persistent effort to wave at us across the lush (synethetic) field and Siian (tgt with that J1 female councillor) for giving us their very nice attention.

oh and not forgetting tt mysterious figure. I'm alr contented that there was some degree of openess and sincerity manisfested in our last minute lil interaction just right before we both had concluded our day in school.

Just like that, I've spent a very simple 18th birthday in school with 2 main characters, namely Azureen and Mr Mysterious so coincidentally. Everything had happened seemed so fateful, like uh enzymatic chain reaction. Thank you Azureen. You don't know how happy I was to be able to spend my birthday with you !!! =D

You think the day was going to end alr but no. To my surprise, my sister had bought me a super chocolatey,organic cake that's topped with some exotic nuts. Even though she was trying to pull it off so casually but actually I know she was just being sweet. Thank you jie jie! =)and my mom's gonna whip up my birthday noodles this weekend! SO EXCITED !!! I want to cry alr, everyone's being very nice to me this year. and surprise, surprise..!skdfhiwernsjdfoijsdf my dad chirped "happy birthday ar" at me !!!

Azureen told me that my birthday reminder didn't appear in fb notifications cos apparently I didn't do the setting. oh BUT THEN I was so happy cos I eventually got to talk to so many people over fb for the whole night.!

AND THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN, AZUREEN!!!YOU'VE REALLY MADE MY DAY, AND YOU ALWAYS DO =))))
and thanks everyoneeeeeee for everything that had kept me occupied for the whole day =D so happy. what a happy day.

ps. gina had sent me a such a touching poem !!!!!!!!; weichang texted me from taiwan!!!!!; mabel and kokleong raced to text me the last !!!!!!! O.O

alright. I'm turning back to maths. hahaha...

11:26 am

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

bliss is the word

Today (typed a few mins ago) had been such a fantastic day, it was so simple yet the day just went well! =)
It all started with fairuz asking me last night if I wanna study in school on the following day. I agreed but unfortunately she couldn't turn up today due to some family matters.Dear Fairuz, I hope everything's fine now =)
and so I decided to settle down at the benches beside the enchanted forest by myself. The breeze was gentle, sunlight intensity was optimum, and the school had the right size of familiar faces.I was still feeling light-hearted as the lovely serenity dawned upon me,knowing that things are going well.
Very shortly, Puiyeng and Meiyen bounced over cheerfully (as usual) and joined me at the benches.
I realise that I have to pause here cos i need to sleep alr. shall be continued ~

11:50 pm

Friday, September 04, 2009

YES I HAVE A PLAN!

BOOHOOHOOHOO!!! I did so badly for my prelims...at least for the papers I've gotten back so far, maths and chem.! such atrocity. oh nooononono!the monsters are backkkkk ...!!!!! and it has been a while since the last blow I've suffered cos them.

and I'm so happy to see azureen today :)

it's going to be the start of september holidays soon. and I'm moving into Phase A of my study plan for the last stretch which is going to last for 2 months! and the good news is................THAT IS ALOT OF TIME!!!! AND MANY THINGS CAN BE DONE DURING THAT PERIOD OF TIME!!!! that was quoted by a teacher and I'm going to totally believe in it!

3:23 pm

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

I'm left with one more bio paper1 on this coming friday !!!!

4.5 consecutive days of fun without any work ! I went chinese garden with sihui, radha and singsuen after the sickening chem paper 1 on last friday. It was good bcos there were so many things to talk about. Funny Radha was telling me about this obnoxious boy whom we all unfortunately got to know...Zzz.scumbag. and then the next day, I was baking cookies at singsuen's amazing house. what an enriching day ! and on sunday, I was out with my family for the whole day and doing alot of happy things. It was a pleasantly exhausting journey! and finally, ytd was teachers' day celebations. everyone was uh....beaming with joy! esp. the teachers, being very surprised I bet. had taken some pictures and yay my eye candy smiled at me for the first time of the week! after that I met up with AWC for movie and lunch. so angry with myself for dozing off during that Up movie. but that movie has a very interesting concept, not so hillarious though. that guy who has claimed to be "not very free" and has been locked up away from the colours of life at the boring SEMBAWANG CAMP commented that he felt alot during the movie, like excitment, sadness, happiness etc. seemed like the movie was helpful in unleashing his long-lost emotions. well done !