secret place on Earth

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

has school even started?

Chemistry paper was a killer and I feel so distant from sitting for the actual A level paper, yet in fact, they're coming over in less than 5 months time. = next up is Bio on this coming Thursday. What a disparity in my post-chem paper attitude as compared to the upper sec days when I used to be damn complacent and thereby leading me to get a three. Oh maybe, it's a good sign that I'm feeling lousy and all about my present grades. Yes! I'm sure of it cos' I haven't given up any hope (ya I know, I always say that...), just a lil demoralised and a step closer to reality and away from my delusion.

I spent the whole of my precious sunny afternoon trying to fix all these...glitchy computer stuff which merely consisted of implanting a virus into my desktop from my thumbdrive -_-, hollered across the room to ask my brother for help, so all the virus scanning process took place, I continued with what I intended to do with the computer in the first place which was to change my blogskin and blog sth that I've been dying to put them into proper words, otherwise they would be inhibiting me from getting quality sleep (which is extremely important for me, as well as many others too...I can't hide fatigue very well you see. damn those bad blood circulation. sorry ar.. picked up a relatively new crude word, I need more exclamations in my life.) And then the weak internet connection has to test my patience. My brother has already called up Singtel to complain...and I don't know what's gonna happen next, there didn't seem to be any positive response from that scrawny miO box...only know how to blink and blink...sigh. Oh but anyway I didn't stand by my mio box' side while shes struggling away to keep herself connected- went to take a nap. wah....so shiok to rest my tired brain for 4 hours. NOW I'M ALIVE! and then my blog has to be suspected of being a spam blog...siao ding dong but nvm I'm still as cool as a cucumber. those..IT-related issues aint gonna piss me off just like that. I've been putting up with the weak-hearted computer, rusty printer and now the connection problems. Zzz anyway hor, I'm only the user of the facilities..(fixing them was..exaggerated, more like adding on to the discovery of more problems), the person reviving them like my brother should be the hero. oh btw, I was advised to take up some IT course during my 8-month vacation in the very near future. It sounds uninterestingly enriching for me.

10:01 pm