I'm very upset today, a lil touchy in the morning and mood got aggravated throughout the day.
Actually I'm not this unhappy everyday la, the harsher tone in the previous posts was a lil exaggerated. This one really...just comes once in a while.
I'll just skip to that part that made me most mad. I was suggesting to my mom about the yunnan trip. I wasn't even done with what I want to say (only managed to cover partially about the things we gonna do there) and my idiotically loud sister snapped at me about how ignorant am I about the economical turbulent situation in the outside world and indirectly saying that I'm not considerate towards the family's finances. I hate it when she always overates things. honestly, I think my family can safely sustain itself economically and don't think that the $1500 trip is going cause a break down in the house. I of course shut up because I'm not a financial contributor in the house ! So I don't have a say. yea so I know you're good already cos you're part of the society's workforce, that explains why ure getting louder and louder over the years eh? and my mom is not self-opinioniated, her decisions are largely influenced by my sister. She didn't even mention anything relevant except for," I thought you want to study during your hols?" *I want to insert some non-vulgar exclammatory expression here but I can't think of any* I hate the fact the NOTHING is clearly defined in this family. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TAKES PRIORITY ABOVE OTHERS. If it's really money, then I've got nothing to say. I should hide myself at home and in school only since everything else just revolves around money. but I dont think that's the case, since these adults always claim proudly that money isn't an issue. but if it's education, I think they should really reconsider this? because I don't think they're seriously being bothered by what's going on in the Singapore's education system.
Now my sister had just popped by to say that whatever she had commented earlier on was just her gentle opinions. *rolls eyes* in case you hadn't realised, your opinions had very rudely interrupted my conv with my mom.
imma slp now. bye