I heard my dad and mom talking about retirement when we were in the car today. Then I thought to myself, If it is not for me and my relatively big age gap between me and my other 2 siblings, they could've enjoyed an early retirement by now. hm....
I dropped off at central while they went ahead for home. I went around looking for items to accessorise whatever I have. I didn't find anything suitable then I walked down the road to bugis. Zzzzz and once again, I headed in the wrong direction and only realised it when I saw Police Cantonment Complex. -_- I'm so hopeless.
After wandering about Bugis, I did not find anything, still. So I gave up and went looked at irrelevant things such as stationeries ( ??!!! ) and lingerie. I think Muji is a very brilliant company. Muji products are simple, plain, wood or clear plastic-based, yet appealing. There are finally geniuses whom can understand the taste of customers like us. Of course, the price is quite ridiculous. The products are afterall only good to look at.... ha ha ha.
And then I moved to the next door Calvin Klein. I've always loved Calvin Klein's cuttings. This time, I gt even more disprited cos the prettier lingerie dont have the size I want !
ROAR ROAR ROAR !
this is getting up my nerves. nothing is that pleasing to me...
omg omg oMg Omg omG oMggggg OOOooooomg OMGzZZZZZZZzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzz
I don't know what should I feel about my sister. I don't like her that much but I dont think shes that horrible. BUT SHE IS REALLY THAT HORRIBLE FOR SAYING THINGS THAT MAKE MESO UNEASY. I'm also unsure if I'm angry a not. cos if I'm angry, I wouldn't have helped her buy food for HER bbq with HER colleagues.I would have prevented Godfrey from sleeeping in our shared bedroom while I went to the balcony to sleep the other Saturdays. YUCKS ! this is not going to help if I continue to bottle up and only vent my frustrations here and complain a lil to some of my friends and my mother. because my mother always thinks that my sister is so mature and forward looking yet you know what, I think that she (my sister) is just thinking too highly of herself. I REALLY gave up talking earnestly to them. I'm very shallow and frivolous what and had deviated to another channel that is far too contrasting from theirs. To my dear friends whom had patiently advised me, I'm quite apologetic about it because I'm still feeling very HELPLESS.
ok this is getting rather exaggerating...but I'm serious about this. Been getting quite moody over this already.