why does it seem that everyone is so excited about receiving their prelims results....???!!!!
Now I'm feel like throwing up at the mention of results.
yes la yes la...I'm a coward whom doesnt like to face the reality. I only know how to let my imaginations run so wildly across the stream to the opposite farm , and forgetting to put on a leash again and again.
yucks ! I'M HEARING BAD NEWS EVERYDAY ! nothing is pleasing to my ears.....! maybe cept for the song I'm listening to now. and my ailment is acting up again...I'm angry with every single thing ! I need to search for my long-lost sense of satisfaction to improve my morale.
I've always believed in the advantages of being a pessimist. These people always encounter miraculous outcomes. I DON'T ! or am I not looking into the dark hard enough? or is it because I don't have night blindness, so I do not and have not experienced the worst yet. oh my..what am I talking about...?
I'm so crazy...I discourage pessimism yet I myself is practising it. Now you see the rationale behind my intention of taking up a career (a voluntary job instead) that deals with many other sufferers of pessimisim.
some people think that considering a voluntary job as a career is overated. can't a voluntary job be a profession? If I don't see them as benefiting, I wouldn't even consider ( or rather decided on) taking up more than 1 voluntary jobs.