michelle was the first person I smiled at today ! ytd was eugene and jiahong..the day before ytd was vidya. I must improve my memory, esp. events that take place early in the morning. If not I will be the one losing out, for being negligent.
All i do in the morning is to stare expressionlessly, as i find exercising my muscles is quite a chore. Is this morning sickness? Fortunately this condition that had been developed since my primary schools days has improved.
Today, as usual, I took bus 33 home. The air within the bus was circulated with heavy cigarette smell + mild sulphur dioxide. I thought initially, that it must be sourced from the after-smoke of one of the old people and had motivated myself to stay tolerant as they're either gonna alight at SGH or Chinatown which is about 5-6 stops away from Tiong Bahru. Then when the bus finally reached the chinatown bus stop, the bus captain stood up and yelled in hokkien to someone at the rear," eh you want to smoke you go down the bus , here cannot smoke !" and then the idiotic ah pek (i was right) STILL DARE TO respond gleefully, " no lar no lar..." and then he remained in his seat and the bus captain left him alone. I rolled my eyes instinctvely as I was so disturbed by the fact that 1. there are actually people whom are retarded and inconsiderate to smoke in public transports 2. those people that are sitting near the old man don't seem to have ANY sensory receptors and effector muscle that is functioning. BLIND ! MUTE! DEAF ! NO NOSTRILS ! very sad indeed. 3. the disgusting old man still has the cheek to stay on the bus. people never fine you $1000 already very good lor . 真没羞耻心 ！
All smokers are inconsiderate. I don't think I'm wrong to make such a general statement. If they genuinely care about the people around them, they wouldn't want to contribute so much carbon monoxide to the environment which bring about so much tragic to the rest of the world population.
And furthermore, they stink, still want to come into close proximity with the public. If this is not inconsideration, then what is it? they should like be banned at least a radius of 10m away from bus stops. then when the bus come, they will be a dillema, choosing between the cigarette ( costing them $1/15) and the bus. By the time they make a decision, they won't have enough time to run after the bus cos they got no stamina. so in the end, none of the smokers will be able to board the bus. =D yipee !
I don't know what exactly am I feeling now- slightly better than last evening cos I'm quite relieved, happy for those that are already planning where they're applying to for PAE, and most importantly, I haven't given up hope yet things just go so wrong when people start making comparisons.
aiya so emo for what..there are still so many things that are deserving of my smile and laughter. haiyer..but on the other hand, there are also things that should be grieved about- another devastating earthquake had just triggered off an hour ago.
If a language teacher had failed you for your composition, he/she must have hated your content such that there is no allowance for any sympathy marks.
Now what right does the teacher have to go against the students' ideologies?
I felt a sudden vexation for language compositions.
don't call me a sour grape cos Mitchell says that my pH (poo huay) level is very high.
why does it seem that everyone is so excited about receiving their prelims results....???!!!!
Now I'm feel like throwing up at the mention of results.
yes la yes la...I'm a coward whom doesnt like to face the reality. I only know how to let my imaginations run so wildly across the stream to the opposite farm , and forgetting to put on a leash again and again.
yucks ! I'M HEARING BAD NEWS EVERYDAY ! nothing is pleasing to my ears.....! maybe cept for the song I'm listening to now. and my ailment is acting up again...I'm angry with every single thing ! I need to search for my long-lost sense of satisfaction to improve my morale.
I've always believed in the advantages of being a pessimist. These people always encounter miraculous outcomes. I DON'T ! or am I not looking into the dark hard enough? or is it because I don't have night blindness, so I do not and have not experienced the worst yet. oh my..what am I talking about...?
I'm so crazy...I discourage pessimism yet I myself is practising it. Now you see the rationale behind my intention of taking up a career (a voluntary job instead) that deals with many other sufferers of pessimisim.
some people think that considering a voluntary job as a career is overated. can't a voluntary job be a profession? If I don't see them as benefiting, I wouldn't even consider ( or rather decided on) taking up more than 1 voluntary jobs.
my goodness...I've just finished a rally and I dunno where did it go now. I gotta repeat everthing.
Jiahong thinks that my pms is over but ....actually not.
I've been having serious moodswings for the past 2 weeks !! I'm not totally that cranky yet as I'm angry for absolutely valid reasons !
I can't believe it that I'm 16 years and 6 days already. To think that i spent my birthday stoning and pretening to study but in the end I went out. My daddy fell sick and my whole family Zzzz stayed at home.- no dining out, no birthday cake. wah lao... so I bought myself 3 chocolate muffins from breadtalk to try to cheer myself up. At least they were looking especially chocolatey that day ! I got so emotional such that I started playing piano. I really miss piano lessons and teacher.
I suffered from a terrible headache the next day when I went to the temple for those 7th month prayers and offerings. Probably due to the haze and crowds that are confined in the small volume, thus increasing the chances of bombardments amongst the particles. True enough, those people that are almost a quadruple of my age are so agitated that they siam everyone that block their passage way. I was so scared that they push me to the ground and trample on me.
So I didn't go to school the following day.
I was prepared for the 1st non-language paper-Emath p1 the next morning. I board bus 33 as I managed to wake up in time. Surprisingly, I didn't snooze off, was browsing through my file instead.I still asked Mitchell whom was sitting diagonally in front of about a transformation question and replied Weida twice via sms. Upon reaching the new town bus stop, I alighted hasily as it was raining+ I was going to be late. I came to a greater realisation that my phone was MISSING !!!!!!!!!!!
It was a mere 2 hr paper. I called my phone immediately after that and found out that my phone was no longer sitting there, undisturbed. thank you mitchell for accompanying me to kent ridge interchange. Then I headed towards my house to find my imei no. which was found to be indicated on my samsung fun club card that I carry it with me all the way. So I proceeded to the NPP to file the report. Damn the thief for wasting my whole afternoon !
That evening was so horrible. I was home alone, feeling so disconnected and frustrated cos I lost all my contacts in an 1 of bus ride. Luckily , a close friend of mine called me up for a chat and I felt much better after that.
Getting distracted over it is inevitable. What's worse? An earthquake that was measured a magnitude of 8.4 on the ritcher scale struck on the following night. That was even more upseting. Another lot of mess to be cleared up for the aftermath, waste of resources in Java. Then I got ditzy the whole night.
I'm hoping for the best for the subsequent papers i gonna sit for . I think chem p2 was the most exciting yet undeniably the most dangerous paper. physics p2 was challenging but it had failed to stimulate my brain to think better. I wished my common sense has been applied sensibly for combined humanities. I shall not comment on the 2 math.
I think my digestive system is screwed up * no, i;'m not talking about my preparation for bio paper. I haven't started yet. It takes forever to hydrolyse 1 average cup sized of cereal and I'm already feeling bloated.
I don't understand why are therer so many ppl who like the song-beautiful girls. I think it is irritating. it sounds like some pervert trying to be polite.
and by the way, our school field currently looks like a farm. can you identify the combined harvester, locate the farmer and name the crop?
My printer is printing away the set of physics MCQ that Ms Lee had uploaded online while I'm here blogging away. Very distracted by the tsk tsk tsk noise that it's producing, make me feel even more tsk. I'm serious.
Why was I feeling tsk in the first place?
the printer is only partly to be blamed. Other factors are as follows:
1. My hair (from the scalp) has been falling. ALL THE TIME ! whenever I fondle with my hair, bathe, sleep, eat, work , ...!!!!!
2. Most of the blogs I've went to have (almost) similar content: I've done this and I've done that ...Oh MY !!! O LVLS IS 2 MONTHS AWAY !!!! I've finished studying ..yada yaya...Not that I'm so against ppl whom feel so accomplished , eh but just that I'm EXTREMELY irritated with ppl who whine about O LEVELS even when they blog ! MY GAWD! DONT YOU HAVE ANY LIFE? is O levels going to bog you down, removing creativity when there isnt much to spare , such that your right brain cannot even function for the entire 2 months?
3. Perfect 10 keeps playing Avril Lavigne's songs. At least I hear them everyday ! YUCKS they're really getting on my nerves. got what ar? when you're gone ar? izzit? I don't even feel a single bit of anxiety by the supposed-to-be-emo song. then until now still keep playing Girlfriend. I thought that's sooooo outdated already. so play for what. and that song sounds so slutty and it's just WRONG lar ! Her old songs were fine already and I wonder what inspired her to change to such an idiotic style.
can you try to empathise with me?