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Friday, February 09, 2007

I cant forgive myself for letting down my Mother Tongue. It's just an insult to the language.
Even when I got A for PSLE chinese and Merit for PSLE HCL, I was already quite buay song liao.

I must really wake up, my Chinese standard is deteriorating ...just afraid that it will be at the extent that I cant even speak proper Chinese. Thus, after much thorough consideration when I'm calm, I've firmly decided that I gonna place a bet on HCL at the year end because I believe that THAT was not my best. The issue is not whether there is deduction in my L1R5 or the free spaces in JC. (in fact, I would like to continue taking up Chinese lessons in JC)

I always define a cultured person as one who either appreciates arts, treasures the heritage or acquires the society's prescribed behaviour. Hm actually, all of them link to each other...

If I'm not exposed to my own culture for a period of time, I may just lose all my sense of belonging.

Hm anyway, I'm quite sad because I gonna miss all the Friday Parades (FP) till NPDP ends. So ytd was the first trng for the Prize Recipients (PRs). I like Zaki Sir as the trainer, hes just unlike any other dumb CIs from the HQ. gr ...quite irritated for the fact that some PRs from other units dont seem to be very on par with the rest of the PRs on the general. One of them was actually asking Eugene and I on whether Sedia is banging on left or right leg...maybe she was just trying strike up a conv and attract Eugene's attention. lol....really lor ! Even before the training starts, we were stonning at the grand stand and started talking and that malay girl was sitting in front of us. And I dont think we were talking very loudly, she just responded when Eugene was asking me sth.( so if it's not eavesdropping then what..) -_- haiya, that wasnt that point.. and guess what, her first comment she gave me was that I'm vertically challenged. Very well, deep impression she has given me.har ! then we had to sort of practise sedia, senang diri, hormat kehadapan hormat, kekiri pusing (only-barely sufficient to keep us occupied)among ourselves while mingling around. So we formed into our little cliques. and then both of us ended up into the malay girl's group (again). ya and she started teasing us INDIVIDUALLY and attempted to tease us as a whole but I had successfully distracted her. I think i can go on and on about this malay girl.... but i'm not gonna do that bcos i have to see her every week and dont wish to think about her too often.
oh yes, met two of my Malaysia trip friends- Darius from Cat high and Asri from Marsiling. told you the trip was a good one because the ppl there are fantastic...decent people with lives. I also saw a SI with an idiotic smoker face, cant even hold the baton properly, from some other unit. HA ! and the best part was, Zaki Sir suggested him to go and cut his hair in front of all the PRs when he was the only 1 or 2 wearing the yellow flash...lol lol lolly lol.
okay..moving on. so most of the time we were practising ourselves and there came another cartoon disturbing us.
The OC from a unit...he approached me for no reason and told me that there is a new automated Pull Up machine...and then trying to correct the way we bang- he said that feet should be parallel to the ground instead of having the toes to point downwards..my goodness. and he said that the malay girl has demonstrated the most perfect sedia..i was soo...-_- she was practically, bouncing lor...or maybe it's because her physique is bouncy looking.
yea i didnt think the trng was useless because some people cant even perfect the most basic drills still can get to stuck up. but on the other hand i cant see my sec2s for 2 months leh !!

okay..now i'm done for the eventful day.
had bio lesson in the morning. I feel more reluctant to go school on weekdays than on weekends or holidays.
New Town seems to be more beautiful when it's tranquil. so treasure your best moments in New town...har harhar...
after that

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