Tuesday, February 20, 2007

eh hello... it's the last day of the holidays already ! =(
tmr Vidya and I gonna continue to whine again. as usual.
but please dont, because i hate ppl who whine.

so...my holidays have been pretty good so far, very occupied with the visitings but there is nth much i can do there. it was just mahjong, eat, talk, gossip( mind you, talking and gossiping is different), watch tv, sleep,...and the cycle repeats itself. ytd i lost so much during mahjong ! so fed up. but it was okay bcos I won some during cnye. so irritating, i always stop myself from getting tempted with the da pai but the da pai keep coming so i have to do da pai what. then it was only a few arrangement here and there what, then some yi fan will win my wu fan away....-_-

okay, i'm not very sure what am i here for....=D
bye bye !

12:20 pm

Monday, February 19, 2007

hello there everyone, merry lunar pig new year! =D
once again, i gonna blog about sth new and if there should be a continuation to it, there is only a probability of 1/2 that it will be resumed.
Oh yes, I always have this feeling that there are grammatical errors everywhere..and if i can spot one, I will feel rather disgusted, and if not, i will just continue being paranoid. Still in search of a good grammar book,* i think Primary English has extinguished =(

alright...My festive mood is making me feel slightly better than my normal days. It was okay.....not what I've thought of before the arrival of the holidays-exciting.
actually what's so exciting about holidays? except that i seem to have the whole world's time ( only valid from the first day to the second last day)...and probably opportunities for us to dress up to look more....er..outstanding.
really what, if holidays like these are meant for family gatherings, i tell you, sorry and very sadly, i dont feel that way. I met up with my relatives once a year, dont really know how to click with them. The adults seem to have endless conversations, that;s because either they keep in touch very frequently via...i dont know what or they were just talking about things which are applicable to their career/school*for their kids la/family
talking about these things will make them more bonded meh...and no lar, i'm not going against that lar. just find that things are getting very diluted, plain and meaningless. Most adults are stereotypes, they believe in commercialisation, not ideally pragmatistic. er yea, and i believe that they are not stupid so that makes me really wonder why are they still so persistent about their beliefs.
anyway, today i wore a dress that had drawn much controversy. I didnt understand what's their problem. for those who commented that it suits me/ is pretty/cute/sweet etc. whatever, is good enough already what. what for compare my sister and I? fyi, that dress was bought by my sis from urban &co. @ $89 , w/o any initial intentions of giving it to me. due to the repetitive comments she had received about how much the dress make her look even meatier, stoutier or whatsoever, she decided to give it to me instead. need to keep saying that even after i've worn it meh? wah lao, i'm so irritated. then, i also know...taller ppl definitely look better in elongated fabric what. who dont know, you tell me. and i also know that well-chested girls look better in quite emphasizing tops. you tell me, who dont know, who dont know? it's just a matter on how are you gonna cover all the flaws up.
hm. yar...i'm still quite happy with my holidays actually.
=D

12:19 am

Friday, February 16, 2007

I'm so happy today because it's finally holidays again ! HURRAY !!!

this whole week had been too hectic. I've decided not to blog about every single thing.

(anonymity is not a sign of lacking courage, it is only used to neutralise apprehension.)

I didnt understand why Epic Movie was rated PG, it was pretty sick. decided to watch it because it was one of the few movies available,that are non-NC16 and above. but nevertheless, it was very HAHAHA funny. the duration was just right, if not I think many ppl will get quite sick of the jokes because the latter mostly revolves ard those kinda things...yea. anyway venue was at lido, the noisiest theatre i've been too. haha...no it wasnt noisy everytime when i was there, just particularly this movie. I will find a way to make up for it if i ever have the chance again.

The second time I've walked from the tanglin area to my house, except that that was the longest distance I've walked. My previous record was a single trip from Istana to my house. This time , it covers from wheelock via the whole stretch of orchard road, hill street then victoria street. I enjoy strolling along the continuous road in the evening-more observations could be done since the speed of the motion is slower. It is only when one gets appreciative of the surroundings , then will he or she make the effort to observe.

er...i intend to continue this post, some other day..

8:48 pm

Thursday, February 15, 2007

blogger has an updated version, i dont see any difference.

actually i wanna blog about sth in a quite serious tone, but nvm.

9:35 pm

Friday, February 09, 2007

I cant forgive myself for letting down my Mother Tongue. It's just an insult to the language.
Even when I got A for PSLE chinese and Merit for PSLE HCL, I was already quite buay song liao.

I must really wake up, my Chinese standard is deteriorating ...just afraid that it will be at the extent that I cant even speak proper Chinese. Thus, after much thorough consideration when I'm calm, I've firmly decided that I gonna place a bet on HCL at the year end because I believe that THAT was not my best. The issue is not whether there is deduction in my L1R5 or the free spaces in JC. (in fact, I would like to continue taking up Chinese lessons in JC)

I always define a cultured person as one who either appreciates arts, treasures the heritage or acquires the society's prescribed behaviour. Hm actually, all of them link to each other...

If I'm not exposed to my own culture for a period of time, I may just lose all my sense of belonging.

Hm anyway, I'm quite sad because I gonna miss all the Friday Parades (FP) till NPDP ends. So ytd was the first trng for the Prize Recipients (PRs). I like Zaki Sir as the trainer, hes just unlike any other dumb CIs from the HQ. gr ...quite irritated for the fact that some PRs from other units dont seem to be very on par with the rest of the PRs on the general. One of them was actually asking Eugene and I on whether Sedia is banging on left or right leg...maybe she was just trying strike up a conv and attract Eugene's attention. lol....really lor ! Even before the training starts, we were stonning at the grand stand and started talking and that malay girl was sitting in front of us. And I dont think we were talking very loudly, she just responded when Eugene was asking me sth.( so if it's not eavesdropping then what..) -_- haiya, that wasnt that point.. and guess what, her first comment she gave me was that I'm vertically challenged. Very well, deep impression she has given me.har ! then we had to sort of practise sedia, senang diri, hormat kehadapan hormat, kekiri pusing (only-barely sufficient to keep us occupied)among ourselves while mingling around. So we formed into our little cliques. and then both of us ended up into the malay girl's group (again). ya and she started teasing us INDIVIDUALLY and attempted to tease us as a whole but I had successfully distracted her. I think i can go on and on about this malay girl.... but i'm not gonna do that bcos i have to see her every week and dont wish to think about her too often.
oh yes, met two of my Malaysia trip friends- Darius from Cat high and Asri from Marsiling. told you the trip was a good one because the ppl there are fantastic...decent people with lives. I also saw a SI with an idiotic smoker face, cant even hold the baton properly, from some other unit. HA ! and the best part was, Zaki Sir suggested him to go and cut his hair in front of all the PRs when he was the only 1 or 2 wearing the yellow flash...lol lol lolly lol.
okay..moving on. so most of the time we were practising ourselves and there came another cartoon disturbing us.
The OC from a unit...he approached me for no reason and told me that there is a new automated Pull Up machine...and then trying to correct the way we bang- he said that feet should be parallel to the ground instead of having the toes to point downwards..my goodness. and he said that the malay girl has demonstrated the most perfect sedia..i was soo...-_- she was practically, bouncing lor...or maybe it's because her physique is bouncy looking.
yea i didnt think the trng was useless because some people cant even perfect the most basic drills still can get to stuck up. but on the other hand i cant see my sec2s for 2 months leh !!

okay..now i'm done for the eventful day.
had bio lesson in the morning. I feel more reluctant to go school on weekdays than on weekends or holidays.
New Town seems to be more beautiful when it's tranquil. so treasure your best moments in New town...har harhar...
after that

11:04 pm

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I have so many things to say to a few people. I knew I gotta make time for it before the opportunaties pass right before my eyes.
Tmr is an eventful day.
Will be receiving my O lvls CL results tmr , still feeling rather unconfident.
having chem test:electrolysis, emath: probability, amath: logarithms.
making a trip down to HTA tgt with the GOH & eugene. this is significant bcos it probably marks the first day NTNP is making an appearance at HQ with a status of the 11th gold awardee. =Dstill sadly, missed a Friday Parade with my Sec2s. sigh..
very happening, feeling so much concurrently.

OH btw, happy birthday to my beloved sister as well as Mr Chan ! =D

6:40 pm

Saturday, February 03, 2007

I havent done any narrative articles for a long time already.

It is a sunny Saturday. Michelle and I went to Jurong Junior College. We met up at Boon Lay MRT at 1030pm.
But we were both late. Then, we took bus 198. Then when we reached there...Zzzz

ok, anyway...quite glad that there was not Bio lesson today even though I'm supposed to come to school for some other reasons which I only happened to know at 0848h when Eugene called me while I was sleeping. Too bad, I wasnt informed.=D

er okay.. the place was rather messy. so many stalls clustering together, and the human traffic was constipated.
but other than that, I think it was a good initiative..the people there were very enthusiastic about the things they're doing. met lotsa newtowners definitely, seemed like an affiliated jc of new town ...uh just wait long long lar. I've gt a feeling that I will be very much dispersed away from my Secondary School friends after graduation just like how I got posted to newtown in P6. too bad that JJC will be the very last choice of mine if i were to score around the cut-off point due to the extremely long travelling time.
and haha junkai did tarrot card readings for me. thought it was pretty accurate...thanks ar! actually I'm feeling quite bad bcause I took up alot of time.

The autobug is pissing me off with the spywares but it is also a good thing because i managed to strike up lotsa conv with quite a number of ppl. really!

life is still quite depressing for me. yes, both academics and co-curricular.

10:40 pm

Friday, February 02, 2007

not a very pleasant day today. had quite severe brainblock, once again.
also encountered some idiotic people during the day.

In my earlier post whereby I mentioned about having positive auras that in some cases, they also appear to be fallacies covering up the flaws of one. I have living examples for that. However, the issue is not whether the aura is corresponding to your genuine capabilities. Some people just wouldnt realise that that's actually a blessing to captivates people's interests via your in-born aura or whatever that is called.
Why not just make full use of it? Why are you acting like as if the it is causing you so much pain? Why do I see a distinct difference between the genuine and the aura?

argh...having so much things to do over the weekends.