Friday, September 29, 2006
eUu mUx BeE hAppiE wOrXXXxZZzzz!!!!! dOncH sadd sadd wOOOOORRRxxxx!!!!Zzzzz......
I wonder what's my problem recently.
the Chemistry, Physics and Biology practical exam (paper 3) just ended today as it is a Friday once again.
This whole week had been hell for me...i bet that the others were also experiencing that.
thank goodness. this week is finally over (congrats to everyone)...no more amath tests. and my results were frighteningly atrocious!
I swear I really chiong-ed !!!
In fact I burnt my whole last weekend doing the frightenly amath.
How come I'm not exceling in anything? Am I that bad?
You think I dont feel anything when I'm on the verge of dropping subjects meh!
I'm already dropping O lvl Music and I havent send in the letter yet.
speaking of music, I have also temporarily stopped piano lessons.
After 5 yrs of continuous weekly music lessons,
I feel rather awkward to live w/o it.
I gonna continue my lessons immediately after exams.
Even though I know I can never play THAT well...
My right brain seems to be idling alot.
Fortunately, Jay Chou's album did not release in like, November?
here is an excellent scenario whereby good music comes in handy.
and and and
I have received many many many critisizing remarks.
I felt lactic acid being flushed towards my heart. I know it sounded ridiculous because i'm feeling sour.
but i tell you, i have never been feeling good.
I've always aimed to be a perfectionist but I can never acheive that due to the fact that my brain doesnt work that systematically.
I think i need dopamine.
and i think i'm "immuned" to too many drugs.
for example, caffeine. It really has no effects on me
Chocolates, supposedly to be containing dopamine, also doesnt seem to work.
One fine day, i think aspirin will not work too on me too bcos i used to take panadols quite regularly when i was young as i always have headaches.
8:54 pm
Saturday, September 16, 2006
woah i havent blogged for more than a week !many things to update on...my holidays ( PK course, promo test, my birthday =D, etc...) and when sch reopens...my actual lifestyle has resumed.
er....dont think i'm gonna update on everything because i have too many things to do already !
i was marking the sec1s cc theory paper...and thought that it was quite okay..
sian, i've made a mistake.
........i dont know what to comment on now.
8:43 pm
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
shall blog a lil bit.
last sunday my family and I went for a photoshoot at my sister's friend's humble company.
VERY NICE HOR?
MY GAWD...I'm so mesmerised by the photo.
I like it very much because i look like, super tall hor?
Dont you think so? hehehe...
You should be able to guess who's who lar..
Evina, Eileen and Evan.
age: 14 yrs 11 mths 28 days, 23 yrs 6 mths 28 days, 21 yrs 9 mths 27 days
current institution: new town sec, NUS (fresh graduate)- City Bank, NTU
Actual Height: 145cm, 140ishcm, 160ishcm
7:26 pm
Monday, September 04, 2006
It has been so happening these days.I have been experiencing mixed feelings lately.
I'm quite delighted to see my primary schmates insisting on celebrating my birthday but damn, I dont know why...I'm really not in the celebration mood on my 15th birthday but I really want to spend more time with them!
The day before ytd which was 2nd September 2006. Elyna, Farisa, Maurice, Eugene and me, tgt with some of my sec1s went to attend the HTA open hse. It was a rather crazy evening for me....and all of us. Somehow, I didnt really reach the state of euphoria that night. I wished i could have been feeling better....
blehhhhh......
actually, being part of the Logistics Committee isnt THAT bad afterall...heh..
hah busy week.