secret place on Earth

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

yay ! i'm very happy bcos i've finally decided on which place to work on for the heritage trail !!!!! so i'm left with 4 days to finish up my proposal !

BAM ! SILENCE !

5:30 pm

Monday, May 29, 2006

something which bothers me alot.
dont ever expect me to go find out about the msg that has to be spread when nobody bothered to inform me.
i tell u, it's very irritating.
so i'm not supposed to know.

i dont know, dont care and dont bother.
that's when this principle comes in handy.

10:12 pm

Sunday, May 28, 2006

today, i had kayaking.
the weather was so totally different from ytd's.
BOTH ARE DESTRUCTIVE ENOUGH.

anyway, tseng is very irresponsible. he left the kayakers to take the hired bus from the sch themselves.
what if the bus driver kidnap them how? ehh?! ok...but he shld at least turn up at paddle culture to see how's the situation what. he was like telling me this ytd at the foyer " evina. so i should see 13 of u all tmr ok?"
seee what? when ure not even there. and there are only 5 ppl who turned up. renhao, jiawei, me and the 3 sec2 boys..justin, sean and johan.

i was sooooo lonely throughout the whole session. boohoohoo... gotta partner the other strangers in our class.
there are nice ppl anyway.

we did the different types of rescue drills out in the chalky waters today. kayak to swimmer and the t-x thingy.
it was great bcos my partners were quite pro ppl. dont really hafta worry much..whahaha.
those strangers are quite senior ppl that are taking 2 star la. so they're very nice ppl.

o well, that's all for today la. nth much. we had a change of instructor again.

9:45 pm

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i think today is the 1st runner-up to become the wrst syf trng. the champion is when cheerhuay absent herself and i was left to mingle with other...useless
 contingent-mates.


today was a very bad day bcos firstly i did not have enough slp, did not revise feu de joitre during trng, rusok and hormat senjata were repeated the zillionth time today, fixed our positions through sizing, the weather makes me wanna go Zzzz...and we did not collect enough oreo.

the nxt trng gonna be wrse....bcos there are so many newbies in our cont and they gonna TEACH julang.
OMG! TEACH LEH !!!! i must well go and practise my MOI, can revise at the same time. i taught julang senjata for my first MOI practice and it was the most screwed up one.
=( up till today, we're still learning hormat and rusok...den how long r they gonna take for julang?!

i wanna revise feu de joitre leh. it's a very nice drill. i wonder if that name of the drill is in malay...it sounds rather frenchish. except the hormat part whereby we gotta raise the whole m16 to our shoulders, i think the rest are quite cool. the m16 is too long, my left hand cannot really reach for the thickest part of the barrel!

ok ! theres kayaking tmr.
and the agenda for tmr:
hand in my homework to my piano tcher
call the sec1 sqd I/C, kun kit.

sigh..that guy is quite irritating.

8:55 pm

Friday, May 26, 2006

ok i kinda feel a sense of achievement today bcos elturt had finally presented and charlie had came up with the games proposal liao !

nth much more than that....bcos i'm not done with alotta things.

dunno leh. i've gt nth much to say.
ytd was jianle's birthday. SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!! YAYYYYY
wah so excited for hols !
ok i gonna list out the things that i gonna carry out for the first week of hols

27/5-sat: syf trng @ HTA
29/5-mon: bio lesson & watch the da vinci code in the evening with my sister and godfrey. ( i hope i can sneak in successfully)
ok...i've gt no more activities on that week already.
i guess i just go and focus on the heritage trail proposal, prep. for games which haf to be carried out during part 2 of nco camp. then go and improve amaths lor....
WAH I SOUND LIKE I'VE GT NO LIFE LIDDAT.

and anyway, we had the briefing for the island resort today.
wah lau...i'm very disappointed already.
see how the mr woo do things i can faint liao.
and it's a triple bad news: roy tan is tagging along, more non- np ppl are coming along than the np ppl, the way woo described the itinery, it doesnt sound as interesting as before.
eeeee...i feel like going with my family instead !!!
can i?
den i will leave the group.
we will organise our very own morning exercise ourselves.
i tink it's better like that, can enjoy the family warmth, then i oso dun need to worry about getting missing..seriously i dont trust woo, though he mentioned sth like " indonesia is not known for its security but we will try to ensure all of u are safe" ZZzzz...

ok i've gt nth much to say now.
feeling kinda moody.
cya.

6:06 pm

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

you see if you happen to meet sicko ppl, you dont haf to be fear of them. all they want is attention, as long as u dont give it to them, theres nth they can do.

i dont understand why do ppl masturbate. ok, it gives rise to their sexual arousement so that they can start wanking to themself. and does it make them feel better to do it in front of females?

this is the fourth similar case i've encountered, the sec time at the same venue- the bus-stop right below my block.
i was alone with this malay ( AGAIN )..and blah blah blah the same thing happened. i rolled my eyes and was like " BAH !...not again...?" and pretended i didnt see anything though i can see everything so clearly from the edge of my right eye.( like hello? my rank that is marching in a sqd is always straight one ok? )
then 33 stroded towards the bus stop..and that idiot oso boarded the bus. he sat diagonally in front of me with his idiotic face facing me. then i started slping. and ta na !!! that's the end !!!!

see? i shouldnt be so afraid when i was sec1!!!!
so moral of the story: girls, always be armed with scissors .these people should seriously get flushed out of our country, or rather from this earth. OUT OF THIS UNIVERSE LAR !

10:31 pm

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

i actually happened to meet one of my fav. ex nco coincidentally today . guess who izzit?!!!!
*drumroll*









ALFRED SIRRRRRRR !!!!
yay ! i'm so happy.
bcos he regconised me from my backview and called my name !
ok wat happened was...jianle, cheer huay, bernice and me were at cck mrt, going home from bkt panjang gvt high after the bad comp. i was buying the standard ticket and then he was with his friends in sch u.
so he called me and asked whether we just came back from the bad comp.
i asked which institution is he in now bcos his uniform looks really unfamilar to me. he was looking kinda annoyed and replied" ITE la!"
ok that was really dumb...the fact is that hes in PJ lar.
that's not the point. he has actually changed alot...more tanned, more friendly, more...approachable. yup.

speaking of fav. ncos...
it reminded me of the league of fav. ncos for the past yrs..( i tink only lar ).
haha..now then i realise how hard it is to become a fav nco, winning the hearts of most of the cadets. ok it's really a long way to go...shall see.

oh yes, like i;ve mentioned above about the bad comp. we've won 2nd !!! and the best thing is, i'm the reserve who is an total idiot at badminton ! WHAHAHHA. good job ppl ! i'm so proud of u guys !

upon reaching bkt panjang gvt high sch, my phone vibrated. i unzipped my bag and saw the blue light on my phone's screen flashing non-stop with daniel's name flickering. i picked up the call and GUESS WAT! i was told about the missing sec1 attendance file. woah i tell u, it scared the hell out of me ! and ltr i found out that it's in the hands of azrael tseng. thanks to teckwei sir and jianle, if not i would haf been panicking throughout the whole comp.
k...that was a really bad experience for me.
anyhow, i wonder what is tseng doing with the sec1 attendance file? anyone?

and the sec1s finally collected their uniform today. feeling excited for them...hahaha. it really reminded me how was i like when i'm sec1. wah liew...like sua ku liddat. rushed home just to try on the uniform.
hahaha...

k lar that's all i haf for today...will continue like tmr...

9:08 pm

Monday, May 22, 2006

i dont know how shld i describe about mr woo.
he and his magnificent idea ( haha, lol vidya.) !!!!!
but on the other hand, hes very nice to elturt.
so i dun wanna be so ungrateful.

i'm still gonna share about his idea anyway.
you see, we haf a sec3 sqd outing at the island resort.
and he happily went to open the applications to practically the whole of the sec3 lvl!!!
wah lau ! it's not that i'm making a big fuss over trival matters but i'm very heartbroken !!!!!!
things are different when the group of people from different organisations come tgt for an outing.
=((((((( so disappointed and roy tan is tagging along !!
yes we shld get out of our comfort zone and enlarge our social circle but this is an OUTING LEH WHICH IS SOLELY FOR NTNP SEC3 SQD! it shld be relaxing and all of us shld feel comfortable..not some rojak group which will be named as " new town secondary" instead of " ntnp". this is rubbish lar ! i've just got this feeling that the m'sia trip will turn out to be better than this.

sch for today was hell bcos i cannot refrain myself from dozing off.
hahahha very funny, during hcl , 6-7 ppl who went for nco camp all fell aslp , lol including me.
den cailaoshi bo bian, he was like " jin tian zen me zhe me duo ren zai shui jiao ar?" and he gave us 5 mins of free time.
intended to slp throughout physics lesson cos i thot mr tan will not teach anything. but he told us about some bi-a-tho-lon ( whatever that spelling is ) that he took part. i've nv heard about such an event taking place in sg. pls pardon my ignorance. anyway the participants are supposed to swim for 1.5km, run for 10 km i tink....and he took 1 hour and 55 mins ! THAT'S SUPER FAST !! i tink if i were to take part, i will take the whole day to complete that. so that sorta made us feel more refreshed ...mr tan said that he likes to jog with ppl that are younger than him. mr chan shld go leh ! ure 10 yrs younger than him wat !!! whahah..
today's music lesson was worse...i slpt for like 1 hour and nobody woke me up when the lesson started after the break! woah wth !!! hahahha so i dont haf much of an idea on what's going on.

ok i'm done for today's entry. i will continue about the nco camp now.
i wasnt quite bored during any of the activities leh..so i dont know which one to highlight on first.
oh yes, each grp was to organise an activity in a night's time but we were not supposed to be caught to be not slping in our tents after lights out. sound like a game huh.
everything went on quite okay...
omg. i'm very tired. i gotta continue this some other time....

9:35 pm

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i'm here for an obvious reason.
that is to blog about the nco camp that has occupied me throughout this weekend ! hurray !!

overall, wah i think this camp really rocks. the activities werent that special, but the way that they are being carried out really makes us learn better and faster. the camp has a happyending. everyone went home happily and is happy with everyone ! yay

actually, i'm super worn out now. my legs are like so filled with lactic acid, ache until i kind of hafta limp. and after so many months of no-campcraft days, my hands are only put to few good uses:write, play piano, type ( not even housework !) blisters start to appear when i start to peg ...wah this is very bad. and theres this burning effect on my palms due to the few pumping positions that we were in. very shocking !i'm getting so weak meh?!
then my eyes were half-opened for the whole of today.

i dont feel like going to sch and get back to books tmr leh... thinking of tmr really spoils my mood. =( nvm.

i must at least blog about sth b4 i forget tmr.
anyway, i think that brian is the most improved trainee.
his current personality and strengths are actually haha, a mixture of casey and shiyong. i guess that is a compliment. today is his birthday and we sang a birthday song to him during breakfast.
wah this camp really allows me to know my sqdmates much better.
for example brian, i've never observed him that much for the past 2 and a half yrs. thus didnt realise his forte.
but hahaha hes actually my second friend i knew in np when i'm sec1!

and so many proposals that are on my agenda list!
k i'm really very tired.
i will go slp first.
and wake up in the midnight or sth.

more to come ! to be cont....

9:36 pm

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

busy busy busy busy !!!
post-exam period is always so packed with activities.

things that need to be done by this friday:
1. get the proposal for the trng prog for the sec1s to be accepted by my partners and mr chan.
2.collect the boxes and notebooks for the sqd for nco camp
3. ipw !!!!

6:39 pm

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

what is this?
i've never gotten such atrocious results in my whole entire life b4!!!!
i'm not gonna whine about my results anymore. careless , careless, CARELESS !!! i cannot stop rolling my eyes how?
actually chemistry was really easy. i've just realised it during lesson !!!. yucks i dunno how to face everyone.
i want a change of humanities tcher !!! see the no. of Cs in geography classes.
so unfair, the history students did so much better ! bcos they haf ms revathi !
i hate people who critisize about other's presentation skills when they cant even present themselves properly.
you see some people can make very well public talks while some seemed to be just babbling all the way even if the audience is trying very hard to understand. i suggest, ....i suggest. i wish i have the right to make sucha comment.
I REALLY MISS MRS SINGH ! geography is supposed to be pulling my marks up and not to be a burden on me !
omg, i dont even need to study much for geography exam and can ace it when she taught me. now ar, i dont even noe what is that roy tan talking about, somemore it's sub. geog we're talking about leh.

anyway, i'm posted to the haha, sec1 sqd main for trial. and i dunno what's going on....great. how come it's so messy this yr? we're only being informed er 3 days b4 parade. WAH ! this is very bad. matin told me about the interesting ppl in the sqd...hahaha ok, i'm looking fwd to it!

syazwan and i were assigned to this crystal building competition. and for our lvl it's alumnium sulphate.
btw sulfate is the american spelling izzit? it looks like it's some malay translated word that appears only on suria and some corny sounding names.
k i'm really getting very looney.
i've gt no idea how to do the crystal. but one thing i noe for sure is that, i will get to go to the chem lab very often ! YAY !!!!! this project is really interesting!

9:56 pm

Monday, May 15, 2006

told u it's a lousy day today! not only had i received my lousy results, i oso had a terrible headache. cos i slpt at 3 this morning cos of the ipw lar ! n forgot to save. so elturt did not present today !!!

anyway, i received bio and phy and music results today.
Zzzzz....
among my all 3 sciences' results ar,
my chem paper1 was the worst !!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH . HOW CAN THAT BE???!!!! i dont want to talk about chemistry. makes me feel like dying.
bio paper1 was the best but it's considered average.
phy paper 2 was the worst bcos i've failed by 1 mark but chem paper2 was the highest. ( once again, getting that kinda mark is like way below thousands of people already)

for overall, bio is the highest.
i'm still very disappointed with everything !!!
and some ppl are really not meant to do physics.

just now, there was a cockroach flying past my brother's face.
n started the cockroach commotion.
last nite oso lo.
ALL FLYING COCKROACHES !!!
I'M VERY SCARED OF FLYING COCKROACHES !
IN FACT I'M SCARED OF FLYING INSECTS.
N IT CRAWLED ON MY KEYBOARD.
YUCKS
WAS CLEANING IT REPEATEDLY
AND THE BAYGON SMELL JUST WOULDNT GET OFF.
OMG !!!!

anyway back to the results.
haha...i've failed music.
that's very common actually.
some really pro ppl oso gt like 56?
regarding the valves qns..
i thought by filling in some really chim terms will stunt the tcher.
but little did i expect that the tcher knows bio ! i dont think that's general knowledge for her la.
for me ar, if i did not take up bio, my general knowledge will be 0 !! nothing will interest me, thus i will not be that thirsty for knowledge.
" dont be confused with biology terms !"
alamak. confuse leh. my poor pea brain cannot decide which one to use under diff circumstances.

11:23 pm

Thursday, May 11, 2006

today is a very lousy day.
bcos firstly emaths p2 was such a screw up, i didnt really study after i've finished my post ytd.
and even b4 the cl list compre starts, i heard rumours about my chem marks. although the sources werent quite reliable, i've just gt this feeling that it's right this time.

i tell u, it's really a horrifying moment to see that red ink mark. bcos that is really really really really the first time i've failed science terribly.
before that, lemme briefly illustrate the accelerating results-time graph.

at 4-5 yrs old, then had i finally realised how to count from 1 to 20.
btw, i was very short when i'm 6. was only 106 cm.ZZzzz thought i was rather normal until i read about a 3 yr old child who is of 120+ cm recently.
learning the 3 timetable was a struggle for me when i entred primary sch.
finally saw the breakthrough in 5 , 6, 7 , 8 and 9 timetable when i'm pri.3.
was first exposed to science oso in that yr...
that old old tcher made me really lose interest in science. didnt really bother about it since p4 streaming doesnt consider that as a core subj.
until when i'm p5, dunno what the sci tb had offered that made me feel so passionate about science and the credit oso goes to my tcher of cos. so i started to score like, 42.5/50. WHOO HOO !
and i managed to get an A for psle science. but at the same time, i failed maths throughout the two yrs.

now this is the FIRST sci exam that makes me feel like a loser .
let me define the word of failure,
it is not just the standard quota that is being set ( which is 50%) that u didnt meet leh,
it's a condition when you know very well that that is not ur best bcos sigh, u've lost to urself.

i'm feeling so angry leh. dun feel like going to sch on monday bcos i will be receving my el, hcl, music, ss, phy, amath papers!!! what's worse is the ipw presentation. what a dreadful day ahead.... sighs.
also, i gotta pay $50 for island resort and $10 for meals during nco camp.

okay...bak to today.
the island resort briefing sorta cheered me up.
the itinery sounds rather interesting. i hope roy tan the sppoiler doesnt go.
theres more briefing by the agency on 26th may...SO EXCITED !!!

anyway nco camp is even more trilling bcos i dunno what activities to expect from the camp.
but 2 days is kindof short...shld haf 3 days ma !!!

woah so great to be back to np...those depressing thoughts will be filtered away soon!

9:08 pm

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

kay i'm supposed to list down the 7 qualities i would like to see in partner.

gender: male
1. SMART
2. sensitive
3. caring
4.humorous
5. good looking, at least to me.

ok right, i cant think of the other 2...
er.... it doesnt mean that i'm easily contented or whatsoever.

okay.. that's about it.

3:54 pm

oh yes! it's the last paper tmr.
i gonna touch up on my blog first...heh.

I SIMPLY CANNOT STAND IT !
you think tys is ur holy bible?
what does it haf to prove its credibility.
you mean you are unable to judge for yourself what is wrong and what is right.
such that you hafta resort to memorise every single word written in the ans key.
omg i cant blieve that such s***** ppl actually exist.
what pisses me off the most is, the s***** ppl insist that their model ans from tys is CORRECT !!!

qns: what is not passed on to the tissue fluid from the blood plasma?

even w/o analysing the other choices given, i can tell u confidently that it is plasma protein.
because it's straight forward, given directly from the text.

me: aye? my ans is diff from urs leh...
s*****: it's urea lah !
me: *frowns* where gt?
s*****: aiya you wrong liao lar ! my ans all from tys one lor !

WOAH !!!! i dunno y i gt so worked up over this s***** person. what for getting angry over other's stupidity hor?
continue to memorise the tys lor, i will haf one less competitor anyway. lol. yes i'm that mean !!!!!


we gonna get bak our chem papers tmr.
seriously i dun wanna noe my results bcos i'm very sure that i did not do well in it.
i've been dreading about it since the end of chem exam.
sigh sigh sigh.


i hate it when ppl go ard desperately asking others how they haf fared.
i get even more irritated when....no i just get irritated when they seem desperate, i dun mind ppl asking as long as they dun seem desperate.

k i'm done with this entry.
good luck everyone !



in whatever you do. =)

3:17 pm

Saturday, May 06, 2006

i'm always proud of my primary sch. shes 81 this yr
bcos firstly it is a sap sch.
kids graduated from that are MOSTLY multi-talented. ( really ! and i dont mean that i'm one of them. it's just that, many of them are too smart. i'm just an exception )
and of cos, it's the polling centre for jalan besar area.
if that scrawny building is not significant, polling wouldnt be held there. stamford pri is like 1 stop down the road, 5 times bigger in area, then y isnt it held there?
ah ha...
i was on my way back from piano lesson, when i met my pri sch's librarian.
i didnt notice her till she tapped on my shoulder den i exclaimed a" hello !"
during my pri sch days, every yr the max. i borrowed like, pathetically 2 books. ( was just trying to "support" our sch's reading prog or sth, whereby the most active reader of each lvl gets to win prizes like, poster colours, magic pens. etc. speaking of prizes, what does my secondary give? foolscap pad? lol.)
and she rmbs me !!! woahhhhhhhh !!! i tink the longest overdued books in record were in my possession.

you know what, i'm still in the midst of my mid yr exams and i sounded like it's the end already.
i feel like...i'm drifting in the air..in the playings of the clavier.
oh crap. what m i talking about.
goodness...what a lazy yr ahead!!!!
nxt paper is physics p1 and p2 leh. how ar?
and then bio p2 and geog.
followed by amaths and p1
lastly, emaths p2.
OMG WHAT IS THIS !!!!!!!!!
the first few papers were already like crap liao.
k nvm.... i will blog bout sth else...to sorta ease the intensification.
k i was lying..i'm not tensed up at all.

ever heard of songs that remind you of certain events?
i've gt plenty of them.
example, qilixiang album reminds me of...my sec 1 days when i'm online.
cos u noe y?
i repeat the album again and again when i'm chatting la duh!
likewise for the november's chopin which happened to be released during the dec hols. ( when preparing for ac mtgs)
some others like...where is the love by black eyed peas..the remedy by jason marz reminded me of the days i studied for psle. those songs were very popular on 987 at that time.
those piano pieces that i've played, marked the particular year. cos i took practically one yr to perfect it.
k lah..what i;m trying to say is, it's great to hear the music that make you recall the memories that you once had. really sweet, yea. and that oso explains y i enjoy listening to repeated songs.

now i must really go and mug mug mug till i go ZZzz...or watch amazing race ltr in the night on hbo.

3:22 pm