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Thursday, April 20, 2006

i'm like, so sick.
i dont know what to do other than to study study study and practise piano.

what m i getting depressed over anyway?
hey i think i need couselling but the thing is, i dont see any problem with me.
i'm just feeling sick everyday, but the fact is, i'm not.

haiya..... it's not considered depression actually.
i'm just very sad for no reason.

all of the sudden, i hate bouncy and happy music. allemande sounds too chirpy to me.
yuanyouhui suits my mood.
i feel so weak to just smile using 61 % of my cheek muscles.
ah....i read about er sth like how much muscles to use in order to smile..and bah i cant rmb.
you will be surprised that my everday speeches do not exceed 10 sentences. that is for now.


i really wonder how long will this end?
it is rather tormenting. =(

10:22 pm