Friday, September 23, 2005

i hate my current lifestyle.

my dad is against me.

out of a sudden.

i hate

putting on

forced

smiles.

my laughter

is

so

unreal.

i love my mother tongue. i love math n sci. i love my cca!

1:36 pm

Sunday, September 18, 2005

ah ha. happy mid-autmn fest. ! not exactly todae..but my pri sch celebrates it todae. bcos hws is a sap sch n i tell u, i'm so proud of dat. it's so nice going bak to hws. er yea..was planning to jog this morning. but haha...i overslpt. den woke up at 11:30 this morning. realised i gotta go meet colin, delia, phyllis n leongyi to buy ms tham a birthday present in advance. so heh..my plan failed again.
yar...went bugis. so sian...bugis is nt a good place to shop for presents but they insist on doing so. oh yes, sharon. i wonder how you've spent your day todae. HOHOHOHO!!!
er yar. bought two dangling earrings n a metallic box to store them inside. yups..
den ltr went bak hws. nth much to do..watched the performance. saw some indians from stamford came. wonder wat r they doing dere. -_____-!.
newae..we went to the co rm. woah..super nice lo. last time still gotta squeeze in dat pathetic small ava rm -_-!. always knocking myself into the gigantic cellos. so unfair, i graduate liao den they build 4 more rms specially for the chinese orchestra. heard from them dat theres a concert nxt yr..all ex-students r invited bak to play. woah. i gonna go for the practices during hols !!! yay.
n yar..afta dat..had supper with ms tham, colin n phyllis. delia cant go=( took 133 to esplanade. ate at glutton sq. wah....ate alot. i'm so full now. somemore ms tham treat us. wheee u rawk !
reached home at 12...? oops. i'm so guilty. my sis told me dat juz now there was an ahma kena robbed by a black guy, a few mins b4 i've reached home.
dat's wat she saw from her view at home la....tcant blieve dat the ahma can scream so loud. ( i'm living on the 21st floor btw.) but very poor thing leh. she gt robbed. ppl heard her screaming..but nobody can help her. bcos there was practically nobody ard dere. hai.
i walked from the mrt station..din c ne suspicous ppl. onli saw two indians. erm..yea. dat's about it lor. my neighbourhood is getting more n more weird. recently, there was this guy consistantly throwing metalli objects out of his window. den my sis called the police.
stupid ppl..sure get caught one la.
but hor, if i were to witness the robbery. i dont think i can do nething bcos firstly, i dun carry ne weapons n oso not having a handfone. i miss my handfone.

4:19 pm

Saturday, September 17, 2005

I SEE THE RAINBOW !!!!...I CAN SEE THE RAINBOW !!!!!...I CAN RILLY C THE RAINBOW !!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!

haf been waiting for this day for almost a wk. my gawd. SO LONG LEH ! was dying man.
was chattin ova the fone last nite with cheer huay..until lyk going to b 1. den my dad starting yelling at me.

den gt problem waking up this morning...woah. during homec, almost fell aslp leh. so sian..did dat stupid coursework.
den finally can go fer recess. ZzzzZZzz
ms chery tan punished our class todae. i mean lyk..as usual. sian. din went for it afta sch..cos i went looking for her..cannot find. so i went to eat. in the meanwhile,some of them were punished. she din notice dat i wasnt dere. lol. er yes...art !! woah i so happy. i love my seashells !!!! =))))
n finally, assembly. bout youth crime. super boring...still kept us bak. wth. i was lyk dying to meet ms ang afta sch liao. okay...so we were released at 1.!!!!!! argh. ms ang told us bout er...those hu passed, had juz passed by a few marks. those hu failed, had juz failed by a few marks. diao..thot she was gonna lyk tell us the results on the spot. den afta dat..the resulst were oradi on the board liao.
at first was very happy dat i've passed. den daniel reminded me dat i'm onli at the borderline. was kinda disappointed by my woc..could haf done betta =( n my goodness. nobody passed drills. woah ! was vli shocked.
o yes yes yes..6 ppl in the sqd passed sgt. 2 boys , 4 gers. yay ! marice, yipeng, farisa, bernice, cheer huay n me. =)
so now, my focus is to work on how a real sgt shld b. den prepare for ssgt !!!woah...ssgt gt ippt ! i gonna organise pt afta exams juz for the sixofus. ah ha...den todae's trng was so kewl. stayed in 1/8 classrm n listened to eugene toking bout the npcc history...hahahah..den had SINGALONG ! i juz love singalong !!!!

bcos we sang so loud todae.. theres no parade nxt wk. yups. dat's a bout larhs....i do not like sour grapes.
quite a bad loser la. hm....

1:06 pm

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

STREAMING STREAMING STREAMING !!!..EXACTLY THREE MORE WKS TO THE STREAMING EXAMS.

colour of my pillow by lynette =))) thanks.

7:41 am

Sunday, September 11, 2005

todae is the..hai promotion test.
i tell u, i woke up at 5:30 in the morning to polish my boots. n slpt at 1:30 am !!! ALL THANKS TO MY SISTER. made so much noise when she came bak....-_-!
n den. afta dat went to sch..thot i was kinda early. den saw everyone in full u oradi. diaooooo.
FADZIL SIR IS SO HOT TODAE!!! ...

kaes newae, fast fwd to my woc. same thing oso happened during cpl. now coming to tink of it, i knew how to turn them bak. dun understand y cant i tink on the spot. er...yar. just dat part was screwed up. eee..I HATE MY WOC. how come i always forget wat i've planned. oh yar, sth quite worrying. mrs chia stared n frowned at my uniform!!!! i dunno whether izzit bcos of the sun...or...well, i wun brood ova it la. but surprisingly she smiled at me during debrief. ah but u will nv noe wat dat smile meant. ZZzzZzz...

actually doing hentak kaki too often is kinda irritating, esp. when ure in julang or turun position.thus i would lyk to apologise to my dear cpl-mates.

n the weather wasnt quite favourable to do drills.
to worsen it, fadzil sir made us run in julang position for draggin boots.

actually it wasnt dat bad la. since it's over....n i'm sitting in front of my comp now. n oso another memorable punishment. HOW MANY TIMES IN A LIFETIME CAN U HOLD A RIFLE look alike N RUN ABOUT..? =)

6:55 am

Friday, September 09, 2005

AH HA. sept. hols gonna end soon..SOOO FAST!!

newae, yea juz finished blowing out my candles. =)))) SOOO HAPPY TODAE. actually nth much happened.

shall toked bout wat happened on wed. which was 070905. i had my last extra parade b4 promotion test.
it was a vli...unserious one. did my WOC, daniel n matin were disturbing. den ended up kebelakang pusing the sqd so many times. wth. but i'm glad dat they knew they were acting cute.
quite pissing la. actually i was polishing my boots b4 going to sch. polished until i've forgotten to eat my meals. when when i've realised it was bout 11:30 am. den i chiong to sch. ...ah-____-! den regrettably, i gotta fall out so many times. my face was so pale. until it freaks me out when i luked into the mirror in the toilet.
oo yea...the others werent having gud time doing woc either. aiya, i could haf prevented all the time loss during the trng if i've eaten my breakfast n lunch. hai. stupid ger.
melvin is kinda biased lol. he shouldnt haf screamed at ...HEH.

afta the trng, we had debrief by eugene. he promised it wun b another national day rally but..well, it was still quite lengthy tho. bout..confidence build-up. =)

afta everything, sandy, farisa, cheer huay n me went to mac n slack.
too many things to tok bout..actually not. it merely revolves ard one hot topic. u noe it *wink*

lalalala..den we home n did countdown with cheer huay n farisa via msn. HAHAHAHAH. siao one gt so xcited.
n slpt at ard 1? thank you gers for keeping me accompany. =))) muacks !

n den i woke up at 1 the nxt morning.
hung ard with my piano the whole aftanoon.
came bak home n ate lotsa things. i'm still quite full now.
n den watched lost while polishing boots. had missed quite alotta episodes but somehow i still managed to understand the storyline which is quite incredible for me.

oh yes. it's FRIDAY ! one more day to promotion test. GOOD LUCK TO ALLLLLLL SGT. WANNABES !! I KNOW WE'RE COOL .=)

3:28 pm

Saturday, September 03, 2005

WHEEEE. EIGHT DAYS TO SGT PROMO.! i haf stopped counting down to it !!! bcos i've finally seen the light. i juz gotta b natural n treat it lyk ne other trngs. gud. I PROMISE I WUN PANICK !

oh yes. we gt bak our ppr todae. u wouldnt wanna noe how much i gt. it was definitely nt up to my expectation, n i wasnt feeling quite bad bout it cos i knew very well dat i din put in my best effort. TERM 4 WOULD B THE NERDY SEASON !!

todae's parade was so shiok !. drills n pt !!! shant elaborate much on drills bcos theres nth much to tok bout. juz dat there was onli a slight progess fer rifle drills. i wanna revise on baton n woc.
skip to pt. this was actually an additional one. i thot it was a speed test.=P but the main objective was to punish us for attire. HAH ! rolling ova the wet ground..how many times can u do this in a lifetime? this may b the furz n last time. so i gonna treasure this =) u gotta seem sad when being punished n act lyk as tho u hate the CI lyk siao but the fact is, we love fadzil for doing dat !!!....hai i sound so sadistic.

k lars..nth much le. i gonna go prepare my WOC list liao. GONE WITH THE WIND !...diao so lame.