weather: breezy
mood: relaxed

I feel so fat. I'm eating everything that's being offered to me. pineapple tarts, chocolates, hello panda, bread... and I dunno why I just wanna try other people's food. damn greedy...i always wanna try a variety of food. OMGGG EVINA!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!

I feel like going to work when I'm off for quite some time but when I'm at work, I know that home is still the best place to be. hahaha

funny how some people can suddenly get significantly more attention from certain people. so behave yourself. 11:41 PM

I was told a few days ago that I've been selected to be a trainer! Honestly I'm pretty delighted that I'm finally doing something different.

I'm happy that I'm not working on cny !;) 10:52 PM

sian... I'm so unhappy with so many things.
I'm missing school so so sooo much. I miss 08s05 :( I miss azureen :((( I miss the feeling of seeing so many familiar faces everyday.

grrrr...everything is pissing me off. I swear I could have shouted some nasty remarks at my sister if I hadn't shut myself up voluntarily. I was really hopping mad, so much so that I could hear my heart thumping so hard when I stood still.
what's making me buaysong is that everyone else that knew is turning a blind eye to that and just expecting the mess to be somehow cleared up. sorry, I'm not gonna eat a humble pie and settle that obediently.cos obviously, shes the one that's being ridiculous.

btw I'm keeping track of my expenses very strictly cos I wanna hit a certain figure which I'm not gonna disclose here by the time I'm in uni (if I get in lah...hahha)

JJ NIGHT THIS FRIDAY !!!! and steamboat with enchanted people the next day. although I'm not exactly anticipating all the get-togethers with my colleagues but I will try my best for make it cus more team bonding has got to come.

goodnight all. I will make an effort to look smiley without smiling deliberately, otherwise people will think that I'm unfriendly, dao, fierce, old, grumpy, ...and other nonsense. 10:04 PM

I felt really gooooood today ! I'm finally off on my weekends !! :) weet weet ! baked cookies with mom and sister in the afternoon..that's why hor I exited my house in a rush lor, and without making it on time for dinner with ivan, tw , wc and eug.

we had humchimpeng from maxwell. had a hard time meandering thr the crowd in chinatown. poor ivan, perspired so much. lol. and then headed for katong laksa. i know...we travelled alot. most people don't do that for meet ups. but i liked it leh. it seemed like a very fruitful day spent at many places.

then we took damn long to decide where to go next cos the night was still early and nobody seemed to be getting drinks or desserts..so ecp was our next destination. chat chat chat.
joy, it never lasts..... lol

I'm really learning how to treasure my times spent with my family and friends.
Oh! colleagues ! how much comfort can I get or provide them? 1:24 AM

today was so boring cos none of the vehicles was dispatched. all I rmb about today was this problem girl (correction shes not a girl, shes an auntie), the concentration games we played in the break room, role playing, ushering guests in the evening (and it was good ! my workplace makes an excellent venue for evening strolls :) )

btw I think I've gathered quite an interesting statistic- 2 in 10 women are likely to be lesbians. my view on homosexuality? actually I don't have a firm stand on it yet. but I still find the idea of knowing people who are homosexuals to be hard to swallow...

I finally have my weekends off ! gonna spend some quality time with myself, family and friends :) happy happy ! 1:24 AM

I like the way how some games conceptualise interpersonal relationships. sometimes they may simplify to a meter bar to represent how much this person like another person. so if this person pisses someone off once, that meter bar will drop a bit. and then you gotta take note of the thresholds of different people.

it's so simple and very real actually ! 10:41 PM

it has been quite a busy week for enchanted as more (internal) guests are coming in. honestly i'm far more shy and unconfident of approaching strangers that what I thought myself to be.
but so far, I'm quite proud of my performance esp. since I don't consider myself as someone who is witty and eloquent.

now what I need to do is to think of more lines and more more practices!!!! :)

my team members are so active and sporty...they're meeting up to .................................................................................play basketball.
anw we are planning for morning jogs before work starts in the future. that one, i will consider seriously and try my best to join them!

and as of today, I'm 23 days old!!!! and people call me by so many names omg !.... chenyufen!!!, evian, short short, sugi (sugeeeeeeee) i had to wear that mock name tag and they thought that the name suits my face. -_-

i know this sounds sick but i miss hearing people calling me chubbyna or chubby or chubby baby, though they arent very true. 9:20 PM